Screw it.

Posted by Stephanie On Friday, November 18, 2011 0 comments


Don't you just hate it when u lose focus? for the past few days you were working hard, then suddenly, on the last day its like I don't give a crap anymore.... I wanted to do more but inside me, its like totally drained out screaming AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! fuck it, im going to play games... :P mind my language. maybe my mind is deprived from playing around. probably thats why :P

Nonsensical blabbing

Posted by Stephanie On Wednesday, November 9, 2011 0 comments


Still in my room, doing my dissertation while listening to all Tim Burton's movies soundtrack and im doing a dissertation about him and Hayao Miyazaki. I rather be doing the project because my heart and hands seems to want to draw than typing the work.. but anyways, the lecturers here really open my eyes to see how far away I am. well, not to say VERY far away but its like wake up, its different here! the competition here is really high and i can see alot of people were hardworking... this really motivates me to work hard.
I was told that i have a good illustration skill but it still lack professionalism.. well, shock but its like Whoah, if he told me that, i've got to work hard. well, yea, hearing that comment kinda puts me down but at the same time it gives me alot of things to learn. I'm not taking it in a bad way but at least it gives me something to improve cause so far i have not receive any different comments besides being detailed, etc, all the comments that i know about..
Being away from home, well, one thing for sure that i miss was my friend's dog that we constantly kidnapped >< but yea, of course, i miss the friends and my family in Malaysia but at the same time having fun in the UK. but won't be going back for Christmas, I want to but whats the point cause im going to be here for only a year. so might as well make the most of it.
OH! I BOUGHT AN XBOX! MUA HAHAHAHA!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!! *rolls on the floor with blood gushing out from my mouth* Xbox marathon during christmas!!! MUAHAHAHAH!! (but of course i will go out!)
played a game called Resident evil 5 with Jon, we were laughing, yelling at each other. but yea, we only play during the weekends. and work hard in the weekdays. i miss playing latest games on consoles. omg.... it was so torturing to see new games coming out and i couldn't play it last time cause i didn't have the latest playstation! but now!! mua hahahahah!!! not that i didn't like my playstation 2 or wii but its the people who makes the games have already stop making em.. so yea, blame em :P

Wicked Hairstyles

Posted by Stephanie On Thursday, October 20, 2011 0 comments

Currently, im getting sick of my hairstyle. I use to be very experimental with my hair by getting different haircuts all the time during my foundation time but then slowly i didn't get to experiment with it cause as the I was overflowed with projects that came in like a big tsunami just hit, experimenting hairstyles was the last thing on my mind.... but when im free (or procrastinating at the moment or looking in the mirror) i realize i have been sticking to the same hairstyle for quite some time and want to have some changes to it. well, the blue hair colour changes it but still the pattern of my hair or maybe the splitting is getting a little boring for me. If i could i would definitely want to get these kind of hairstyles!



I love the long hair with blue. so i just need to grow my hair and pull everything back huh? well, easier said than done. my hair grows back slowly if i want it long again...
Besides that hairstyle, im crazy over Pink's hairstyle as well! well, one of em actually, not all of them :P


I WANT THIS HAIRSTYLE!! but i don't know whether it would suit me (T-T)
oh well, i would definitely try it one day!
just got to find the right timing :P

Here I go

Posted by Stephanie On Tuesday, September 20, 2011 1 comments


Time really goes by so fast when your having a fun time in your own homeland. Seriously, in a blink of an eye(yes, a common phrase..) its the day! well, tomorrow is the day where I'm going to UK to continue my studies. but of course, my family is coming along (yay!) that way, i could spend more time with them and help me out with settling down in my own place. well, I am excited about this, staying in another country and living on your own but at the same time u start to feel that you'll miss the people that you won't be seeing for awhile. we have to move on and make new friends but of course don't forget the old ones cause they worth more than gold. Peeps! whoever is reading this at all... I'll miss you all!

The Sketchbook Project 2011

Posted by Stephanie On Tuesday, August 23, 2011 0 comments


I have participate this project and I am excited to finish it! I'm also excited on what stories will pop in my head and how the images would form in the book! Though I'm not a professional illustrator, I am having fun doing this :) Glad that Ms Yee Von told me about this project! Well, you could say this really pushes u to keep practicing your drawing skills and think of a new idea every day. Through this project, you could say you have free publicity to alot of places... well sort of. you just have to pay the entry fee and the sketchbook price. So far i have done 3 stories.. hm.. alot more to go! Go me! :D I hope that when people see my sketchbook they would be thrilled and excited to read my stories :)

Basically, I just want people to have fun reading my stories :P thought its more like a short story.

FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Stephanie On Thursday, August 18, 2011 0 comments


im seriously piss cause i feel so rush to complete my visa... and its because of the late arrival of CAS letter and the transcript... im just wondering why does it take so long for them to send it.. im still piss and stressed out from waiting for the original transcript... called the person in charge from KBU. he raise his voice with me so i raise my voice as well.... cause he say i ask things that he could not answer (well yea, technically, that person was right but still no need to raise ur voice! asswipe....)then the person background was so noisy i couldn't hear what that person say.... it was so freaking annoying... then he explain things again... finally understand the shits...
sometimes when people throw loads of information at me it just cause me headaches sometimes cause i have to remember it all clearly... then if u explain it to your parents why is it like this, they would give u a face and start raising loads of question... then u have to call the them again... blah blah... explain... repeat.... ugh... so tired... please come fast u damn transcript!!! i want to finish making my visa before i could not go at all!!! (T_T) i think by the time the VISA comes out, i would probably left 1 week of getting together with friends and preparations for uk.... yes... more rush.... ugh....RRRRAAWWWRR!!

GO ME!

Posted by Stephanie On Wednesday, August 3, 2011 0 comments

apparently freedom have to wait a little while longer as i have to finish one more task before i am to be released from the working world. I CAN DO THIS!! JUST A LITTLE MORE!! \(><)/