My Bosom friend

Posted by Stephanie On Wednesday, November 30, 2011 0 comments


My Bosom friend,
you work hard,
you did your best.

Give yourself a pat
and give your mind a rest.

Never condemn yourself,
nor blame your birth

your already perfect
so don't object.

burning the midnight's oil,
it makes your blood boil.

drinking nothing but coffee
your a tough cookie.

what keeps you going is not the coffee,
its your determination to cast your nets widely.

hardworking and talented
you hold all the aces.

Don't compare yourself to others,
what you have is worth a million dollars.

Enjoy the process
and you'll progress.

a stepping stone
a bird has flown

that bird is you.

so.....

My Bosom friend,
you may be small and petite
but to me your short and sweet.

( my rhyming maybe abit off... well, its cause its like 2am here so im probably writing to you in a half sleep state (><) anyways, whenever ur down in the dumps, read this! GET YOUR SPIRIT UP! hope this cheers you up midget! )

Screw it.

Posted by Stephanie On Friday, November 18, 2011 0 comments


Don't you just hate it when u lose focus? for the past few days you were working hard, then suddenly, on the last day its like I don't give a crap anymore.... I wanted to do more but inside me, its like totally drained out screaming AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! fuck it, im going to play games... :P mind my language. maybe my mind is deprived from playing around. probably thats why :P

Nonsensical blabbing

Posted by Stephanie On Wednesday, November 9, 2011 0 comments


Still in my room, doing my dissertation while listening to all Tim Burton's movies soundtrack and im doing a dissertation about him and Hayao Miyazaki. I rather be doing the project because my heart and hands seems to want to draw than typing the work.. but anyways, the lecturers here really open my eyes to see how far away I am. well, not to say VERY far away but its like wake up, its different here! the competition here is really high and i can see alot of people were hardworking... this really motivates me to work hard.
I was told that i have a good illustration skill but it still lack professionalism.. well, shock but its like Whoah, if he told me that, i've got to work hard. well, yea, hearing that comment kinda puts me down but at the same time it gives me alot of things to learn. I'm not taking it in a bad way but at least it gives me something to improve cause so far i have not receive any different comments besides being detailed, etc, all the comments that i know about..
Being away from home, well, one thing for sure that i miss was my friend's dog that we constantly kidnapped >< but yea, of course, i miss the friends and my family in Malaysia but at the same time having fun in the UK. but won't be going back for Christmas, I want to but whats the point cause im going to be here for only a year. so might as well make the most of it.
OH! I BOUGHT AN XBOX! MUA HAHAHAHA!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!! *rolls on the floor with blood gushing out from my mouth* Xbox marathon during christmas!!! MUAHAHAHAH!! (but of course i will go out!)
played a game called Resident evil 5 with Jon, we were laughing, yelling at each other. but yea, we only play during the weekends. and work hard in the weekdays. i miss playing latest games on consoles. omg.... it was so torturing to see new games coming out and i couldn't play it last time cause i didn't have the latest playstation! but now!! mua hahahahah!!! not that i didn't like my playstation 2 or wii but its the people who makes the games have already stop making em.. so yea, blame em :P