wow, time pass by so quickly! Just celebrated Christmas and now its over! the new year is coming! wah...if this keeps up.. sure get old in no time...lol.. Christmas was a blast for me. got nice presents from family and friends~! i was very surprised that my mom gave me jack skellington key chain for my presents! usually, she'll buy me something...hmm.... that involves what i like to do! DRAW!lol! but luv the gift anyway! woohoo! Have 2 days of feast and party! gonna do some hardcore exercising for this.. my mum's cooking was awesome ( as usual..HEHE). after the Christmas party, me and my bud do some art stuff.. like making another character... damn, her fashion sense is good....... she really taught me some fashion stuff for my model.. admire her creativity for fashion! and we managed to make 3 models in one day... not bad..well.. its because two people are doing this... i do the molding ( i know i suck at it but im practicing!) and we do the clothes but she really help me modify a lot of things... damn, i need to improve my fashion sense for models... need to read more magazines! but sometimes magazines bore me.. i need to read it with someone...heehehe... ok, went off topic a little.. I just want to upgrade my blog and kill a little time here! LOL!
Today, went out with my childhood friend, KP, with his family to Pavillion. yea, after we arrived there, me and KP get to hang out together to go sungai wang instead. i rarely went to sungai wang and he's from Sibu and he know all the way how to walk to sungai wang...isk isk..
Sad news today... when i woke up, i was already told the sad news from my mom.... my sister pet guinea pig passed away... i was quite shock by the sudden death of dear pig( yes, its name was pig)... its gonna be quiet in this house... usually, i can hear pig squeal every time if i call my sis or its name.. sigh...so sad... im actually surprised that my pet hamster, pantat, live longer than my sis guinea pig... the hamster live like 2-3 years already? i was sad when i saw pig's body... so lifeless. im amazed with my sis... her expression didn;t change.... she didn't cry or show any signs of sadness... She act like how she usually act normally.. TOO NORMAL!!! if it was me, i would be crying! yes, im very sensitive with pets.. they are like family to me as well. im not quite close with pig cause im afraid to hold pig... his massive size scare the hell out of me... i know its because he's a guinea pig but this is my first time that we actually have a pet guinea pig..poor pantat too...he's gonna be lonely... no one to make noise to disturb him...
yay...my teddy is cured! i guess.. well, using the old songs.. can't put up the new ones...dunno why.. im already bored at home cause I can't go travelling.... my buds can't go out cause they are busy now... I can't go Sabah cause my mom gave me a late reply whether i can go or not...so too late already.. lazy to go church as well...I WANNA TRAVEL!!! then take many pictures!! I wanna relax at Sabah.......at the kampung... no heavy traffics.. no car congestion... people there all so polite... don't really care about status there... wah, talk late at night with my cousins!! until dogs start howling ... i used to be scared at night cause usually the dogs howl at 12 midnight.. its like a signal telling us that the ghost is either far away from our house or passing by the house.. yea, used to be scared like shit .. now not really.. the sky is clear at Sabah...wah... at night, it is also very beautiful as you can see the stars.. it really have the "kampung" feeling there.. here eh? uh...looking outside my sis window, i can see smoke, construction, heavy traffic jams... outside, people give foul language to other people if they drive like shit or something...too many buildings... can't see the clear sky... at night also can;t see stars here... yea, right now im just complaining in this blog about here just to relieve " the boredom" stress...
Today was the day where all of us hand in our sketchbooks from sem 1 to sem 3.. wow.. very heavy to carry all my sketchbooks.. thank god my friend was following me to college.. hehehe, and he's only 17~! mua hahah! bringing an outsider to the college! ( what kind of crime is that... pathetic!) anyway, finally get Ken to talk with my childhood friend.. but man! you can do better than that! you barely start a conversation with him. WHAT MANLY TALK?? all i hear is pirated blue ray disk is out!
AT LONG LAST! NO MORE MALAYSIAN STUDIES! NO MORE MORAL! but it was fun also but just that a lot of work clashes with it.. ahh... I can finally rest..( not really) and the test obstacles is over. thank god as well... gawd.. im so tired and i dunno why i am typing now... trying hard not to fall asleep... i don't really like to sleep in the afternoon cause its like your wasting your day and time napping when the whole world is moving.. yea, thats what i think.. Christmas is coming soon as well so now's the time to shop for presents~! Its fun to shop gifts for the person you intend to give cause its nice to see their face happy or surprise and the long hour search makes it worth while. then there is the feast that the mothers or aunts would prepare. the fathers or men as usual would sit around and talk. then the feast begins...ahh..christmas... my fav part is the presents. yea, im still a kid in heart.. but what can i say? you only get to experience the joy of Christmas once year so make it worth it. afterall, every little sec counts.
ALRIGHT!! FINALLY~! the recording for the clip is finally done~! all thats left is just to put them together with the picture~! YES~~!!! oh gawd..i thought it'll take me forever!! and i was rushing it as well... because i need to show this to the pastor for the approval whether can it be watched by kids and she makes my deadline nearer instead of making it further (O.O) GASP!.. i hope it does get the approval cause i work my butt out and cutting back sleeps and rushing with assignments. im just happy that i got one down and a few more to go..well, at least one achieved goal... and my laptop is fixed~! YAY! another happy moment! i miss you my laptop!! DON"T DIE ON ME AGAIN!!! lol..
HALLOWEEN IS COMING!! HAHAHAHA!!!! I'M SO HAPPY ^.^!! yes, im a Halloween fan girl.. most people think celebrating Halloween is childish but thats because they haven't tried celebrating it and experiencing wearing a costume for a day! i want to make my costume but because of the projects.. i think i have to wear my old costume last year... or maybe i'll just find something and make a quick one... but im not sure what im going to be this year.. oh! my family celebrate Halloween in my aunts house! I can't wait to see what they are going as this year! omg.. all this halloween thing is making me excited and making me lazy to do my work! GASP!!! NO!!! I plan to invite maybe like 3 to 4 frens? i hope my aunt allows that many...LOL! and of course i'll invite my best fren to come! but first have to finish the workload that has already compiled...OMG!!!!!! going to a goth shop for my project and get some for myself! HEHEH!!!! i love goth stuff but im not that masochist or emo. not a goth either! but my elder sister thinks i am....(-_-")
ugh..friday..saturday..and sunday.. omg..the worst weekend i ever had.. i was having a freaking headache and painful shoulders. tried to do the project but no avail.. having difficulty to sleep as well so sometimes in the morning im like a monster with a bad hair day... but today( even though stiill having a headache..) my mom bought a guinea pig for my sis!! IT WAS SO CUTE!!! but the name was called Treebark... i ask why and it was because of its tail that looks like a tree bark... wanted to hold it but my sis told me to wait the next day and let it get use to its environment.. i will turn it into a maniacal GUINEA PIG!!! MUA HAHAHA!!!! its a little unfair for me cause my sis wants a pet and they got it through my parents.. i got it through experiments.... LOL!!!!
Alrighty, tomorrow I'm off to Singapore~!!! a little excited and worry at the same time cause i'll be skipping 2 days of college (GASP!! THE WORK LOAD!!!!).. (T.T) thats why i never want to skip college! going to Singapore by Odyssey bus and im going there with my childhood fren family and his little sis.. too bad my childhood fren is not going cause he have to go back to school tomorrow.. haha, he was a little mad when he knew i was going to Singapore cause he just went there few weeks ago and he was bored...LOL! but will be seeing him again during the holidays again.. If i am free that is...
MUA HAHAHA!!! NEW BLOG LAYOUT!!! YES!! i finally found out how! God,that sounded lame.. yea, im an amateur in computer stuff. but it took me hours how! but.. lost all my old post (T.T) so i have to fix there and that in here... IM NOT LOSING THE TEDDY! HAHA!! the home and archive stuff i still haven't figure it out how... and im dead tired from staring at the screen so don't bother clicking that...and im lazy. my Cbox is not suppose to be blue but oh well..i don't care anymore... okay,anyways....few days ago, i follow my sis to go buy some materials and her fren want to follow us and he was half and hour late.he finally came and we stop by college cause she wants to return some books. after she returns it and got in the car, i notice my sis was waving at someone... i saw a bush... my eyes were still sleepy and my brain is still not fuctioning and i was blur.. then the bush got closer and closer.. and i still didn't recognize it...
holidays are coming and my high school frens ( we're quite close) invites me to spent some time with them. i felt bad that i always declined their invitation. the projects really occupied my time and our holiday schedule timing is off. hahaha( wait, why am i laughing?) anyways, doing the fashion design project and i find it really fun to use mix media. yesterday, went hunting for materials so that no need to see my money fly away from my wallet. ( takes great pain in seeing my wallet empty). the hardest material to find was the copper metal. i dunno how many hardware shops i went walking under the sun, hoping that they won't need it and just give it to me instead. ( yes, im a cheapskate) but if they do sell it then i'll buy it cause its hard to find. but alas, some hardware shops dunno whats copper and some don't sell or have it. ( some told me where to find it but they dun have it (T-T)) I could actually go on the whole day to find it but i have church at and a pastor birthday dinner to attend. my mom was about to send me to church. on the way, she was hungry so we take a pit stop. but i wasn't in a mood to eat... park the car and was passing by some grocery shop. my eyes was still wandering around to find it and my thoughts were occupied thinking " WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING TO FIND IT?" in the grocery shop, i saw they have some empty biscuit tins and the colour was just right (even though its not copper). i was like yelling "YES!!" and this old lady behind me got a heart attack ( no, she didn't really get a heart attack... just got shock) me and my mom went to shop and ask whether they could give or sell it and they said yes. i added telling them that i just need the tin not the biscuits. the lady was shock too thinking why the hell do i need it... it was all written all over her wrinkling forehead. she agrees and told her worker to find it. at first, the worker just take a look behind and say none. at first, his attitude was all like crap. then, my mom talk to him nicely telling him to try find it again cause i need it for the project ( yea, she told him that). his attitude changes when he heard that i need it for project and when we talk to him nicely. he even got me a nicer tin which is not dirty or covered with rust and cobwebs. paid for it and went to church and was so happy that i finally found it. so all this hard work must not go to waste!!! i shed sweat to find this metal! so i have to make sure that this project will come out well!
(after everything that i have gone through yesterday, i was exhausted like this vampire cat)lol.
yay~ sketch model is done~! im SOOOOOOO relieved... now we have to do the real model but before that, me and my frens have to do add some new additions to improve it and the colour exploration. i saw some other teams were doing the work really fast so that kind of got me motivated to do my work fast and better too..hehe.. Quite happy with the comments from the interior design lecturer( i dunno how to spell her name) cause she gave comments on how we can improve it at the same time saying that the model was good, detailed and clear. now is the colour exploration... ugh.. i want to hurry up and finish this project( but must do good as well!!!) and go to the design conference!!!!!!! i want to go in for free........... hahaha........yea...... the only way for me to infiltrate is to volunteer for the design conference!!!! MUA HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! but first have to finish up the project!!! (T.T)/ OKAY!! NOW IM MOTIVATED TO DO MY WORK!!! I FEEL THE FIRE!! ok...keeping all this yelling of motivation to myself now..... getting huge panda eyes and exhausted like the cat in the picture.. hehe. i like cats.
Alysaa Hamilton, a 14 year old girl who lives in a boarding school. Apparently, her mom send her there ( probably she hates Alysaa...lol). One day, her mom sent her a weird letter and told her to stay far away from home as possible as her 15th birthday is approaching... ( in the letter " Stay away you bitch!" lol...im just messing around...) So Alysaa was all "WTF?" and went home... ( dumb girl) When she arrived, her mom is missing and some peadophile <-( known as the Dark Gentlemen) was all " ALYSAA!! YOUR MINE?!! some crap like that... offers her cryptic and clues to her mother's fate... yea, so she has to battle every subordinate known as the Entities ( they are the fucking rapist bad guys..) to get to her mother.
im just going to talk random things..maybe not so random.. but as long as i update this thing here... yea... last Saturday, i went for Taekwondo ( OH, i miss it so much!) cause i can't do any kicks or punches at home otherwise i'll break stuff and get my head chewed off.. glad to know my Ex-juniors remembers me and greet me. some tried to hug me but i just say no... and i saw 3 new instructors teaching as well. one was a sadist no 2, one baldy, and one annoying little brat ( actually he's older than me but i just freakin hate his attitude sometimes..) the master wasn't there when i came cause he have some business to attend to overseas.
my instructor since i was primary 5, i use to be so afraid of him cause he taught me really harsh, a sadist, most of the time he taught me, and the others were trained by the master. when i was a kid, i remember that i don't want to learn taekwondo cause my friends are not here( i train at my sister high school last time when i was still primary..now still train there too.)afraid of him and i cry when i got home cause i felt like an idiot that time.. but i endure it until i reach from 1, i was already a red belt but due to my age, im not "old" enough to have a black belt so i have to wait 2 years, so pratically i remember all the pattern from yellow belt to red belt. yea, it was hell.. but start to have fun. before i knew it, i like taekwondo a lot! i remember sparring my elder sis friend and she was short so iwas able to kick her ass.. she got piss, drop her hair band and gets serious.. and whoah! killer babe arrived! she was dang fast! when i receive my black belt ( form 3) he start to treat me better maybe its his way to disciplin the students when they are still kids. he's a really good instructor. even though he can be a torturer at times....lol...
left to right
-sadist no 2 next to my instructor( he taught me last time too, quite strict too, now better.)
-instructor
-perasaan dude ( really gets on my nerves..)
-uh..i have no idea who he is cause i never see him before.. dun want to call him...uh..you know what im gonna say...
my ex-juniors. there's more but they already gone home...
ahh!!another new junior in my former high school. i use to teach her in their primary school now they are form1! very cute..
its been a while since i last update this, so i have an opportunity to write now. i didn't get to post my paintings that i did so now i finally get to show to the people whom i already promise to let them see this. sorry it took quite a while. was busy with the projects and stuff. 
1 of Vincent Van Gogh paintings. my 1st try in the A3 sketch book paper.
the real painting in the canvas,looks blur..im such a bad photographer..-_-"
can only be seen clearly like this.. my fren,Ken, also a classmate. holding it for me.
SLAVE!! no lah... hehehe
our 3rd project that we do with the juniors. it was fun and a bit stressing.
only have 2 days to do this.
our theme was western so we decided to use gothic architecture.
my friends theme were oriental. it looks cool too.
my lecturer, the one with big mass and volume of hair.. apparently he doens't want to take
pictures by himself so he drag my friend to take picture with him..lol
my friends, Ken, Jeannie and Yong Hong a.k.a tai lou.Lol
The full picture of the 2 structure.
my teamates ( actually there is 2 more, dunno what happen to them..LOL) the guy
standing is the team leader, Johnathan, beside me is my friend Hui Yann.
The tiny pictograms were done by other teams.
it is also thanks to do the juniors who has help us to finish this project and the teamates who have work hard together and i have an enjoyable time with the juniors even though we don't really talk much. i remember some juniors name like Sardish( i think this is the spelling), Neg, Mei Guat, Lenard and Zi. another junior named Stephanie ( what coincidence!) came for the 1st day but dissappeard the next. Heard that my leader scare her off..i think... another junior couldn't come cause of an accident so hope his problems will be solve. Im having a lot of fun with my friends as we were doing this, doing crazy stuff and funny things together. After finishing this, we plan to go MacD to celebrate but i couldn't go cause my sis arrived already to pick me so i can't go with them(cry)..i want that ice-cream...........
( this fat cat state my status, look at all the vitamins and health drink)
* actually, they are all Sake........(-_-") *
Alright~! I MIRACULOUSLY finish my project 1 on time this week~! bloody hell, after many sleepless nights, it finally paid off. i realized all my drawings are all detailed and nice except drawing no. 5. i think its too simple.. (TO ME) damn it! ah well, as long i get to pass it up. i saw everyone in the studio and class are so hardworking, tired. some look half dead.. actually, i think most of them already died... lol. most of them didn't sleep for 3 days. i was like omg.. how can you sleep without 3 nites of no sleep. sometimes its scary to talk to them cause im afraid that they will be in a bad mood. usually people who don't get enough sleep will bite your heard off, but they somehow are okay. eventhough they are EXTREMELY tired, they are still able to joke around which is good otherwise the studio will be so quiet.. haha, having much fun with them. miss my old friends too cause now i don't get to see them much and now im having free time to blog this.. which im not suppose to cause I'm suppose to do my other assignments.. well, WHO BLOODY CARES! *sigh* after passing my project, my body was relief so i think all the function off my body all switched off. even my immune system.. now im sick with flu, sore throat, and for some reason my whole body aches... can't even eat sometimes cause no mood and too painful too swallow my food.. at this rate i might slim down even more...HAHAHAHAHA!! and i forgot to take pictures of my drawings of my projects...
wow......... how many centuries that i haven't update my blog....lol....nah, its just days...then weeks...then months...then suddenly after 1 year???!! whoa! Actually, i was busy these days that i don't even have time to watch anime online...talk online..etc... and no, I'm not busy because tying up bunnies and then kill them slowly by a death electric ray while forcing them to wear maid outfits....lol..no.. I'm busy because I'm doing my assignments in college. apparently, i got some time to write this, so I'm writing this quick. College is fun and tiring, for those who haven't gone in college yet or sign up for it yet, i say GO NOW!!!!!! before you miss a lot of fun and besides, you'll be left behind. Today, i have fun doing perspek art and talking with my friends... we're supposed to finish 12.00 today(yay) but then our lecturer said we have a talk at 3.00pm today so we have to stay back(boo), apparently, we arrive the hall too early so me and my friends joke around and have fun. at the hall, me and my friends were about to fall asleep. there will be an event going on in titiwangsa and at Le Meridian. there's many more places actually but I forgot. there will be professional painters, animators, etc coming over to kl and there are from Tokyo, Germany, etc.. one of the Germany artwork is worth RM 80,000 just to bring it over to kl so of course the ticket fee is expensive. the rest doesn't concern me, only the animation, which will be held at the 28th march. the early bird ticket fee is RM280 while the door ticket is 380.yep...bloody expensive but good for those who wants some info about how get a good career and so on.......ok, too much talking now...
